A man once came for a Lomi massage and politely asked me if it would bother me if he worked with his voice during the session. I hesitated for a moment… and although I didn’t know what to expect, with my typical understanding for the client at the time, I said: Of course! :)…
The massage began. I performed a few initial movements to spread the oil, and after a moment I heard: -“Aaaaaa…”, “Aaaaa…!”, “Aaaaa…!!”… I was indeed surprised.
Even though I had agreed, this was not how I imagined working with the voice. My mind was producing various scenarios of future events. Fear ran through my body. -“Aaaa…!” Alertness set to maximum capacity. -“Aaaa…!” What will happen? What will happen?!… I continue massaging.
I breathe and observe to see if his hands are moving towards me. I massage the back, arms, legs, and his body doesn’t move, only with each exhale he lets out another sigh using his voice… With each subsequent movement, my emotions calm down, with each breath I build trust and understanding within myself… I begin to listen to the sound, to the body, and accept what has come to me. The sound: “Aaaa…” is no longer the same as at the beginning. The back of the body.
The front of the body. -“Aaaa…” End of the session and silence… Thus, my first, yet unconscious transformation took place. After the session, the man sincerely thanked me for the massage and understanding. He said he wanted to take a break from female energy, which is why he needed a male touch. It was then that I first heard from him about tantra, and a few years after the meeting about tantric massage.
I analyzed the matter based on the scant knowledge from the Internet at the time. Wanting to experience new sensations – I won’t pretend to be a saint – erotic ones from a naked professional, full of excitement, I went for a massage. Although I expected something that was then closer to an erotic massage, I received something completely different. It was a gift from the universe: a professional tantric massage, which completely changed my approach to the body and its boundaries, nudity, sexuality, massage, energy in and around the body, excitement, pleasure, and its placement.
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